The Journey of a Survivor

My life has been turbulent…dramatic to say the least. Read a little, but use caution it contains many triggers.

Archive for June 21st, 2007

Why can’t I shed the shame of that one night?

Posted: Thursday, June 21st, 2007 @ 11:26 pm in Uncategorized | No Comments »

One image haunts me. It happened when I was in the 4th grade. My grandparents were drunk and in a vile mood. My grandmother stripped me naked and started beating me while my grandfather sat and watched. He said thing like “look at those titties.” Then he started twisting them. Not only was it painful, […]

Dexedrine is the magic cure, but…

Posted: Thursday, June 21st, 2007 @ 7:30 am in Uncategorized | 2 Comments »

The Dexedrine has eliminated my depression—it is a miracle drug. However, I am having some unwanted side effects. My impulsive behavior like spending is difficult to manage. A few weeks ago I took my car in for repairs and within an hour was signing the papers to buy a new car. I had no plan […]